silver hands, golden eyes

Every time i draw or paint, I'm not trying to show what it really looks like, but rather what it seems in my eyes.

i think i am starting to like you…

Thursday, March 26th, 2009

do you sometimes feel that life played a really big and crazy joke on you?

well, right now it feels that way. 

here’s the catch…

i used to like this guy. then, while i was having this crush with him i was getting closer to another guy that i could really tell that is one of my best friends. let’s name the first one as D and the second one as J. 

I really like D up to now, but i know i cant have him. then there’s J. we always eat dinner together its not something that is really arranged or something it simply became a habit.

so J starts telling you “pano na yan pag ma-in love ako sa’yo?” out of the blue, and all the other stupid stuff he could think about like, ” anu gagawin mo pag hinalikan kita?” . What would a girl with a friggin broken heart feel. So we became closer… but you know what at that time i couldnt even think of an answer cause i didnt really consider it. for me he was just a friend period. 

we are like each others shoulder to cry on. a friend that can be relied on through tough times. someone you can share anything. someone you can do anything with.

so what if something’s starting to arise from this heart and emotions that are mixed up and confused got build up? where does that leave us?

but if you think that that was the catch of everything let me tell you this, i both accused them of being gay. and whats worse is that i told them(D and J) that i thought they were a couple.

well what a messed up thing right? lets just wait up for next time to see what happens….

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