toink.

OMG i just realized it. This is my lat week of internship! yey! after all the hard ork im going to finsh it! im really excited na. hahaha. im gonna miss all the guys i woked with at mdc la huerta.hahahaha. gave me a lot to thnk. and the experience thought me a lot.

cont. from "friends or…"

the moment i admit that i like you, will be the time that i will start avoiding you.

the very nice inuman

so im posting now really wasted, and i dont know how am i able to type this post. hahaha.

so today i went to ivy’s house to eat lunch, i meet zel and roch. hahahah. roch is my new BFF. it was funny how the whole thing went. love the GSM and the mixes. of course the mixes was courtesy of yours truly.

me and BFF developed a new language hahaha zel and ivy cant understand us. how amazing. hahahaha. loved the night. loved the food and everything.

hope to hang out with you guys again. had super fun!

the fireworks display that waited ages to be posted. :)

 *sorry for the very noisy background… the musicthat accompanied the presentation was “You’ll be in my heart - Phil Collins”

 this fireworks displayoccured during my bestfriend irene’s birthday celebration wih the tooks last may 15.

well before this we watched the super awesome movie called ANGELS & DEMONS hahahahaha… its very nice, so worth my money. well super love ko talaga  ang fireworks, and as you may hear from the video, i super want my future boyfriend to give or dedicate to me a rockin’ fireworks display. <3

may 27…

Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush (Pussycat Dolls)

today is may 27… well if are one of my close friends, well this day was like the anniversary of me and my x. i dont really know why the hell am i blogging this. this wont sound right since we have broken up ages ago. but you see he was my first boyfriend even though i had loved others before him. *was that line cheesy or what.*

so well all i could say is he really left a big damn mark in my life and its just that, many things have changed, and consequences of that relationship is still haunting me. 

well i LOVED him. but as they say time change everything and i could say that really very true. 

tired…

well lets just say im getting tired of everything. 

im getting tired of the almost never ending internship. the unending consequences of my actions. the weird and creepy things thats been happening to me more than usual.

hmmm… its just that its getting me fed up about a lot of problems and unfinished stuff i have yet to do.

i need some rest. damn.

the almost STUPID mistake. =)

i just returned from my very short vacation and i just have this urge to tell the freaking akward night i had last 21.

so i went to our province to do a little rest and thinking. 

the thing about the 21st of may is that it is the same date every year that temptation smiles right at me at the face. literally.

 ok so there is this dance. i always go with my cousins and some friends. we had some drinks and just talked for quite some time until peopleyou know randomly asks you to dance. *i couldn’t smoke cause im with people that thinks i only drink*(LOL). sothere i am just chatting with people. and randomly receiving drinks from friends and relatives from other tables. 

so someone asks me to dance, and when people sees you dancing they started coming. so there a guy that asks me first and damn he was hot and really cute, we were joking around and laughing while we are dancing. damn those moves he got. i mean yum, but his off limits, cause i heard a lot of bad stuff about him. lol. and there’s my x we had some drinks and danced as well. (i like playing with fire eh). after a while i was just tired of dancing and went back to our table to sit around andhave some drinks again. then i saw this cute gu, im not bragging but he was checking me out, and i dont mind that cause hes just my type. so he raised his bottle and smiled i returned it as a friendly gesture. then some friends pulled me out of my seat and back to dance floor. i was starting to get a little dizzy because we dranked mixed and several beverages. so we were dancing, and just having fun and i saw the guy again. then out ofthe blue my friend introduced us and i was like all smiles. then we shook hands pretty nice hands he got. then we danced together for a while. hahahaha. the music was so in the mood because we started dancing closer. well i know hes sort of not in the range cause he got a companion but im drunk and who cares. so i was literally flirting with te guy. (BAD me) hahaahaha. then out of the blu my x got closer and started whispering stuff to my ear. well that shook me back a little sense and i was like sensing some trouble so i kinda bade to guy first saying im gonna sit first and just waved a friendly and welcoming hand.  after a while we all just went back to the floor.

 when it was time to go home, i kinda want to go home first cause they were still fixing some stuff and i only need to walk a little. so went on first. then the x went to me and started to say things taht would really sound somber. and i was taking some pity. so i just agreed to walk home with him. well being friends from way back i helped him out cause his really smashed.we were holding hands and stuuf. i wouldnt really elaborate. so when i got to front door he was all saying how uch he want the past back and i for a second consider it but well i dont realy like the thought of being paranoid because he got other flings and stuff. so i said ill thjink about it.

so well thats it to make a very long story short i flirted with a random friend of a friend and almost got back with my x out of drunkness. wasnt that effin freaky stupid of me. hahahaha. but oh well. 

internship…

so ok naman yung pag-iintern ko e. ok naman ung mga tao so far. tapos kanina merong “borrowed” pharmacist na anndun pagpasok ko. well syempre pakikitungo ng maayos binati ko naman. ok naman sya. pero the thing is masyado syang nangmamaliit. nagpaquiz sya tapos well since i wasnt going that much sa internship syempre mga common stuff lang nasagot ko. tapos this other girl na nagiintern along with me got a higher grade. so another intern and me were just standing there listening to how she praise the b*tch on what she achieved. i mean DUH! anu un. tsaka super lecture na sya sa min. ok naman sana pag hindi naman sya masyado parang sobra lang naman nangmamaliit e. oh that woman pisses me off.

tapos god thing this other intern which is older than me is going to finish na, kasi she really pisses me to the bones. i mean super kaka asar talaga sya e. super feeling close and super touchy which really creeps me out cause i dont want people touching me unless  i made the first move to be closer. so i am really ecstatic that that girl will go away na. hahahaha.

oh well i have another company with me naman e. so its fine. and super sa june pa q matatapos. hahahhaah

BAD-luck

I AM HAVING A STREAK OF BAD LUCK.

its not really over exagerating anything im just stating a mere fact of thing happening to me this past few days.

let us start during last  thursday. so i was having dinner with my friends when the rain comes pouring hard. good thing we brought our own umbrellas. we didnt really mind getting rained on but we are worried about the water rising on the streets. so we ate a little faster. when we were done we waited for a while for the rain to settle down. but it keeps getting heavy and we decided to move rather to get stuck on where we were. so walked on the streets having a little flood and the water was so gross because we all knew that th streets were dirty. it was so gross. i couldnt take it and decided to ride a tricycle.

then yesterday.  we had an experiment on our lab. there was an experiment that was each designated to a member of the group. the grade of the leader is the grade of all. the first three memebrs were to make theirs on that day. the fourth and fifth member on the next week. the first member was absent so nobody did the experiment. so, we had no choice but to do it. the others were doing their own so i took the initiative to do it. but i was so pissed off by my groupmates cause nobody was like giving a damn about it.

then just today. it was the celebration of my birthday. i was expecting that all the tooks will go and some of my college friends. the tooks were missing one and none of my college friends went even if they told me that all were sure to go.

see. who wouldnt feel that bad luck has came straight to their way?

start of merry MAY!

so its the month of may. nothing special, its just that in about a few days im gonna turn seventeen. YEY! so fine nobody cares about my birthday. im gonna do a small celebration in our small house. hahaha. 

so turning seventeen. well i always hear people saying that this age is one of the most crirical for tens. because seventeen is the age between  being a kid and being an adult. the age between legality and being underaged. so yeah, im getting nervous on what the upcoming year for me have in store. and im afraid what will happen to me.

but,

im so excited as well. i am getting closer to being eighteen and becoming a real adult.