the almost STUPID mistake. =)

i just returned from my very short vacation and i just have this urge to tell the freaking akward night i had last 21.

so i went to our province to do a little rest and thinking. 

the thing about the 21st of may is that it is the same date every year that temptation smiles right at me at the face. literally.

 ok so there is this dance. i always go with my cousins and some friends. we had some drinks and just talked for quite some time until peopleyou know randomly asks you to dance. *i couldn’t smoke cause im with people that thinks i only drink*(LOL). sothere i am just chatting with people. and randomly receiving drinks from friends and relatives from other tables. 

so someone asks me to dance, and when people sees you dancing they started coming. so there a guy that asks me first and damn he was hot and really cute, we were joking around and laughing while we are dancing. damn those moves he got. i mean yum, but his off limits, cause i heard a lot of bad stuff about him. lol. and there’s my x we had some drinks and danced as well. (i like playing with fire eh). after a while i was just tired of dancing and went back to our table to sit around andhave some drinks again. then i saw this cute gu, im not bragging but he was checking me out, and i dont mind that cause hes just my type. so he raised his bottle and smiled i returned it as a friendly gesture. then some friends pulled me out of my seat and back to dance floor. i was starting to get a little dizzy because we dranked mixed and several beverages. so we were dancing, and just having fun and i saw the guy again. then out ofthe blue my friend introduced us and i was like all smiles. then we shook hands pretty nice hands he got. then we danced together for a while. hahahaha. the music was so in the mood because we started dancing closer. well i know hes sort of not in the range cause he got a companion but im drunk and who cares. so i was literally flirting with te guy. (BAD me) hahaahaha. then out of the blu my x got closer and started whispering stuff to my ear. well that shook me back a little sense and i was like sensing some trouble so i kinda bade to guy first saying im gonna sit first and just waved a friendly and welcoming hand.  after a while we all just went back to the floor.

 when it was time to go home, i kinda want to go home first cause they were still fixing some stuff and i only need to walk a little. so went on first. then the x went to me and started to say things taht would really sound somber. and i was taking some pity. so i just agreed to walk home with him. well being friends from way back i helped him out cause his really smashed.we were holding hands and stuuf. i wouldnt really elaborate. so when i got to front door he was all saying how uch he want the past back and i for a second consider it but well i dont realy like the thought of being paranoid because he got other flings and stuff. so i said ill thjink about it.

so well thats it to make a very long story short i flirted with a random friend of a friend and almost got back with my x out of drunkness. wasnt that effin freaky stupid of me. hahahaha. but oh well.