as the name suggests it really is quite obvious. and i am not blind nor can i turn a blind eye upon it. and another thing hindi ako manhid. hahaha.
this post may sound mean and all, pero honestly, its not. all m saying is. i am happy for what i have right now. i maybe too much to ask for more than what i could get. so rather i would just treasure what i have right now.
hindi ko na mababago ang mga nangyare, but i could make a better future for myself. i dont want to get stuck on the same thing. i couldnt cause im not that kind of person. masyado kong mahal ang sarli ko for me to make myself feel down and hpeless.
as i said to dinna when she told me she had a feeling that maybe charmz may like ardee, i couldn’t be angry nor pissed off about it. i got no right to do that. and when she told me that i should go tak to ardee, all i could say is that, im the one who told him how i felt, all i could do is that and nothing more because i cant force an answer form him and if he may resond whether it be positive or not, i want him to take that step.
i like the now. i dont want worries and i dont want to ruin friendships. i cant blame anybody for what i am feelng. but i cant just brush it off. but i havent talk to chamz. pero know she means no harm. and she is really important to me.
and you know what, maybe its time to get going. i am happy wth being friends and me seeing him happy. and as the old quote that has been passed aound says…”oo, mahal kita… pero bakit? sinabe ko ba na mahalin mo din ako.” hahaha as always benta sa kin tong quote na to.
but oh well. lets just live our lives. we are young and need to lean a few things along the way. and maybe this is one of them.
love lts. xoxo,
aileen
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