’cause my real life is tragic.
i want change in my life but i don’t know where to begin. i can smile warmly but not open-heartedly. but se, i am gonna make a change somehow.and that will prove to all that i existed and walked my life here on earth.
yeah, i’m gonna invite you, but dear just don’t go ruining it for me. cause if you do, i swear i’ll make your life a whole lot miserable than you might imagine.
i really wish that you would be mine. but no matter how i try to show my love for you, you never bother to look at me. when i saw you today, i suppressed a really big smile, because no matter how much i smile for you i can’t see you smiling back at me.
yeah this is crap i’m saying, but see i dedicated every single one of this crap to you, cause this crap i’m saying is what i feel.
and no matter how much i put an effort to be strong upfront, i just can’t help but breakdown cause i can’t have you.