yey for me.
after a few days and weeks of being such a moping and irritative person. finally i used up all of my energy for it. and here’s what, i seriously say that DRAWING and PAINTING does help to lift you up from it.
yeah, it hurts that this time i really have to let go, but see telling him about my feelings was no regret for me. because it made us rather closer and somehow we became better friends. and right now I AM THANKFUL for that (at least we didn’t get awkward or anything with each other).
so yeah, i am (not) saying i’m over him, i am just saying i am so over the depressing feeling of utter rejection and stupid crying.
when i’m working on my drawings or paintings at home, seriously i look like a dork.
my hair is messy, my clothes have some stains in them and i really don’t care. LOL