here’s a few things that just gets to my nerves.

i mean this could be shallow and all, but being committed a few times just pisses me off.

     1. saying they will accompany you, then at the last minute ends up telling that they have something else that is “REALLY” important to do.

     2. when you are sitting together with a friend, talking about something really important, then suddenly a person he knows came over and youre completely forgotten.

     3. people trying to butt in with your life as if they really know what’s going on, and making rash judgement.

     4.  trying to make you weight who is more important, them or your other friends.

     5. being told that you are selfish because for once you wanted something that would do a little more favor to you, when at the first place almost everytime that you went out it is at their favor.

     6. being assumed as someone taht you are not, just because of some of your beliefs.

     7. trying to favor others acquintances just because they are the “populars” rather than your own freaking friends. 

 :well i’m just trying to clear some thoughts in my head. cause seriously, some people just don’t get the picture. 

i know i am such a sarcastic person, but seriously some petty things just get me more than those big drastic ones.

i just realized something.

this could be taken silly, harsh, or something. but i realized that, whenever people asked me something and they are just the acquaintances that you inevitably and coincidentally have, sometimes for me their opinions don’t really count.

like for example, vices i have, if i’m with them i won’t stop it less pressure me from doing so. and i hate people nagging me. but you see when it comes to my bestfriends, they just ask me once and i could really tolerate it.

i wanna say that i’m not weighing anybody’s friendship or company, but sometimes i think it really comes to a point where you just pick those people that matters to you, cause you are so tired of being carelessly branded and looked down to. and that only their opinion do matter, and even when you are surrounded by people who just befriends you for benefits they will have, you will only think of what they said to encourage you.

(ps:cross-posted with my other blog)

am i reading too much between the lines…

so after clas just now, we went to chill at my cribb. well we had random talkings and some jokes. well the thing is i kinda feel that i am seeing something between the words they are saying. but how should i know. LOL

but whatever i still like YOU  ♥

lets just all live fo he now boys and gals. 

 love lots xoxo

aileen

i cant get over it!

masyadong marame ang nangyare nitong weekend at hindi pa din ako makaget over! grabe talaga. 

taglish post ko to kaya walang kokontra. hahaha

grabe it was unexpected. everything tha was planned was turned into shambles. walang movies at nagkahiwahiwalay kame. 

natulog sa bahay ng hindi kakilala. tabe tabe. (*take note: katabe ko natulog c anime boy! at wala akong care kasi super pagod ako)

walang ligo na umuwe ng dorm plus mega lusong pa sa baha sa paguwe.

 as in walang hiyahiya na nagshare na sa lahat. grabe nakakawlaa ng poise lahat!

pero guys i want to thank the experience because we did realize tha we could rely on each other in those very hard situation. and also god kasi hindi nya tayo pinabayaan in the times that we were walking sa baha and the times that we were making a decision kung lulusong tayo or we will head back to another palce. thanks talaga kung hindi ko cguro kayo kasam nabaliw na ko. i love you guys you made the experience not so heartbreaking. pero i hope na ok kau. 

a very long story…

well here’s the story of my super unexpected weekend.

the thing is. me and my friends planned a celebration for our friends bday. well we planned to go out for some movies and stay overnight at somebodies house. THAT WAS the plan.

unexpectedly  we ended up stranded. thats where our story is.
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bebe i will miss you… come back soon!

ok so while typing this effin blog, i already cried my heart out.

just awhile ago ivy officially went to macau to live with her parents there for good. well we all know that family first, but i just cant get over the fact that we may not see each other for such a ong long time. i know she promised tat she will come christmas if she will get a part time job and earn enough to buy a plane ticket to go back here at philippines, but still there are cances she couldnt. but im hoping.

well im really sad and just plainly down. i went with some friends to send her off at the airpot and well we sort of cried there. LOL. 

she is one of the persons taht amde my high schol life wrthwhile. she is always there if i needed someon. she listened to my whinings and all of my random and weird thoughts. 

she s not just a friend i consider one of my family along with all the TOOKS.  and i am gonna miss her so much!

i hope to see her soon again! T.T

last june 16 was the day i messed up BIG TIME!

ok i wont elaborate on this because to be honest i cant remember everything well.

last tuesday my friends and i decided to drink to celebrate one of our friend’s start in a new dorm. well i was DEAD DRUNK. and honestly, i was hitting on my friend.

i lost control and sort of mad advances on diner boy. LOL. good thing our friends was there cause i dont know what we may have done if they werent

hahahaah

BIG time mess up! DEAD drunk! was like an animal and the morning after was one of the worst ever!

Pussycat dolls live in manila!

last night i watch the PCD’s concert at moa concert grounds along with some of my friends. we had a blast and the crowd was so awesome. there were over whelming groups of people from every corners.

LOVED THE NIGHT! one of the most awesome nights i had! 

love the rave lights, the hanapan in the crowd and the ohhh so great screaming because of nicole’s and the other doll’s singing and dancing.

gosh… id turn gay just for nicole. hahahaha… she is suprer and oh so damn sexy. and the dolls are just as good too. loved them all.

by the way i had an awesoe time with mai and ivee when we were waiting for the time of the concert. we ate at tokyo-tokyo, watch ivee kicked an insect from a wall. had lots of fun playing at the seaside. and of course had an awesome lots of picture taken before and during the event.

RANDOM: good thing i brought a spare battery. LOL. nonetheless i loved the night and had fun all the way!

start of the june

this is my first post for the month of june.

 its amazing how a lot of things happen in just a span of a small time.

just this afternoo. i had to extend for about  30 minutes because the pharmacist in charge is getting a cold. so im suppose to meet ivee after my duty, so she waited outside na lang. it didnt take us that long because we were just wrapping some paper tabs.

so ivee and i went to sm. i was planning to buy a book by BOB ONG that was newly released, but sadly it was out of stock. so we just roamed around first. then we ate dinner . had a few laughs and many of the random quirkiness. LOL. 

then when i was on my way home i bump into my old teacher. SR BAGAY! so unexpected. he was like all biceps til now. hahaha. i mean he was so macho! as in like in the yummy way. we exchange a few greetings, stories and had alittle chat in our days after st. paul. he still is the funny and lovable teacher we had during our high school days. super love him.

 then justnow. when i amstarting to browse the net, i had a few conversations with rin and stef. stef is still not over her damned relationship with her x. and i was like heard that a thousand times. but shes still my friend so im still lending some shoulder. but get over it. some wounds wont mend unless you let it be treated.

 but this is just a start of a new month. there are still many things that might happen. 

RANDOM: i want a new wireles broadband for my latop. because classes are going to start and i might start having lesser post if i cant get a faster broadband. LOL

the very nice inuman

so im posting now really wasted, and i dont know how am i able to type this post. hahaha.

so today i went to ivy’s house to eat lunch, i meet zel and roch. hahahah. roch is my new BFF. it was funny how the whole thing went. love the GSM and the mixes. of course the mixes was courtesy of yours truly.

me and BFF developed a new language hahaha zel and ivy cant understand us. how amazing. hahahaha. loved the night. loved the food and everything.

hope to hang out with you guys again. had super fun!

today…

this is one of my most enjoyed day!!! hahahaha

 first of all, today was the orientation for my oh so awesome internship (*sarcasm at its best), then i thought i was going to be super late. and screw the mrt it was so hot in there. after the orientation i went with some of my friends to grab a bite at gateway. then we started talking about books and stuff. and i learned that they were planing to write a book and they were discussing about characters to put in there. but i wentalong first because i have to met bebe and rins at rob. ermita. then we are like totally thrilled because we saw awesome people cosplaying. then, i really didnt expect it, i saw my bestfriend and we like super hug and kiss there at the moment we saw each other. hahahaha… been such a long time since we saw each other! we like super talk with each other and he invited me to come at ozine fest and i super wanna go even though i have internship at that day. then one of rins friend invited me to cosplay hahaha, i so wanna do that except for a fact that i dont have budget and i have hectic schedules. but still the convention was fun. we saw people we knew and meet new friends. hahahaha

but then we sadly have to go home i said bye to bes and rins to her friends. but on the way home mami-pur texted us that she was at moa. so we just abruply decided to go. lol. we just said a few hi and hellos. tease each other and just simply bonded for an hour. the thing is we really have to go home because we have certain curfews.

but the day was super fun. hahaha. super stress relieving. and i so wanna go to ozine fest next week. and i want to cosplay but i have no budget. and i wanna have some summer outing! hahahaha but oh well come what may!!! =)

friends or…

funny how things change so suddenly and one time your so sure of what you want and feel for someone then everything suddenly changes.
you don’t mean to feel something for a friend you really think you wouldn’t feel anything special, but suddenly everything changes.
now, i could really say that change is one constant thing in the world. i still feel something special and i mean really special for anime boy, but the thing is, the college best friend is beginning to enter and make a place for itself in my heart. and i am really giving this a hard thought.

tooks

eto ang aking hs barkada, na pwede ko ding matawag na life partners…  of all friends na nakilala ko up till now, they are the ones that even though you wont see each other that often, the feeling and sense of friendship is still there.

they are the ones who know every secret, problem, accomplishments, happiness, and event that may happen in my life. im willing to share what i desire and feel with the world, but this people know those stuff, even without me telling them what i think and feel.