start of the june

this is my first post for the month of june.

 its amazing how a lot of things happen in just a span of a small time.

just this afternoo. i had to extend for about  30 minutes because the pharmacist in charge is getting a cold. so im suppose to meet ivee after my duty, so she waited outside na lang. it didnt take us that long because we were just wrapping some paper tabs.

so ivee and i went to sm. i was planning to buy a book by BOB ONG that was newly released, but sadly it was out of stock. so we just roamed around first. then we ate dinner . had a few laughs and many of the random quirkiness. LOL. 

then when i was on my way home i bump into my old teacher. SR BAGAY! so unexpected. he was like all biceps til now. hahaha. i mean he was so macho! as in like in the yummy way. we exchange a few greetings, stories and had alittle chat in our days after st. paul. he still is the funny and lovable teacher we had during our high school days. super love him.

 then justnow. when i amstarting to browse the net, i had a few conversations with rin and stef. stef is still not over her damned relationship with her x. and i was like heard that a thousand times. but shes still my friend so im still lending some shoulder. but get over it. some wounds wont mend unless you let it be treated.

 but this is just a start of a new month. there are still many things that might happen. 

RANDOM: i want a new wireles broadband for my latop. because classes are going to start and i might start having lesser post if i cant get a faster broadband. LOL

the very nice inuman

so im posting now really wasted, and i dont know how am i able to type this post. hahaha.

so today i went to ivy’s house to eat lunch, i meet zel and roch. hahahah. roch is my new BFF. it was funny how the whole thing went. love the GSM and the mixes. of course the mixes was courtesy of yours truly.

me and BFF developed a new language hahaha zel and ivy cant understand us. how amazing. hahahaha. loved the night. loved the food and everything.

hope to hang out with you guys again. had super fun!

the almost STUPID mistake. =)

i just returned from my very short vacation and i just have this urge to tell the freaking akward night i had last 21.

so i went to our province to do a little rest and thinking. 

the thing about the 21st of may is that it is the same date every year that temptation smiles right at me at the face. literally.

 ok so there is this dance. i always go with my cousins and some friends. we had some drinks and just talked for quite some time until peopleyou know randomly asks you to dance. *i couldn’t smoke cause im with people that thinks i only drink*(LOL). sothere i am just chatting with people. and randomly receiving drinks from friends and relatives from other tables. 

so someone asks me to dance, and when people sees you dancing they started coming. so there a guy that asks me first and damn he was hot and really cute, we were joking around and laughing while we are dancing. damn those moves he got. i mean yum, but his off limits, cause i heard a lot of bad stuff about him. lol. and there’s my x we had some drinks and danced as well. (i like playing with fire eh). after a while i was just tired of dancing and went back to our table to sit around andhave some drinks again. then i saw this cute gu, im not bragging but he was checking me out, and i dont mind that cause hes just my type. so he raised his bottle and smiled i returned it as a friendly gesture. then some friends pulled me out of my seat and back to dance floor. i was starting to get a little dizzy because we dranked mixed and several beverages. so we were dancing, and just having fun and i saw the guy again. then out ofthe blue my friend introduced us and i was like all smiles. then we shook hands pretty nice hands he got. then we danced together for a while. hahahaha. the music was so in the mood because we started dancing closer. well i know hes sort of not in the range cause he got a companion but im drunk and who cares. so i was literally flirting with te guy. (BAD me) hahaahaha. then out of the blu my x got closer and started whispering stuff to my ear. well that shook me back a little sense and i was like sensing some trouble so i kinda bade to guy first saying im gonna sit first and just waved a friendly and welcoming hand.  after a while we all just went back to the floor.

 when it was time to go home, i kinda want to go home first cause they were still fixing some stuff and i only need to walk a little. so went on first. then the x went to me and started to say things taht would really sound somber. and i was taking some pity. so i just agreed to walk home with him. well being friends from way back i helped him out cause his really smashed.we were holding hands and stuuf. i wouldnt really elaborate. so when i got to front door he was all saying how uch he want the past back and i for a second consider it but well i dont realy like the thought of being paranoid because he got other flings and stuff. so i said ill thjink about it.

so well thats it to make a very long story short i flirted with a random friend of a friend and almost got back with my x out of drunkness. wasnt that effin freaky stupid of me. hahahaha. but oh well. 

today…

this is one of my most enjoyed day!!! hahahaha

 first of all, today was the orientation for my oh so awesome internship (*sarcasm at its best), then i thought i was going to be super late. and screw the mrt it was so hot in there. after the orientation i went with some of my friends to grab a bite at gateway. then we started talking about books and stuff. and i learned that they were planing to write a book and they were discussing about characters to put in there. but i wentalong first because i have to met bebe and rins at rob. ermita. then we are like totally thrilled because we saw awesome people cosplaying. then, i really didnt expect it, i saw my bestfriend and we like super hug and kiss there at the moment we saw each other. hahahaha… been such a long time since we saw each other! we like super talk with each other and he invited me to come at ozine fest and i super wanna go even though i have internship at that day. then one of rins friend invited me to cosplay hahaha, i so wanna do that except for a fact that i dont have budget and i have hectic schedules. but still the convention was fun. we saw people we knew and meet new friends. hahahaha

but then we sadly have to go home i said bye to bes and rins to her friends. but on the way home mami-pur texted us that she was at moa. so we just abruply decided to go. lol. we just said a few hi and hellos. tease each other and just simply bonded for an hour. the thing is we really have to go home because we have certain curfews.

but the day was super fun. hahaha. super stress relieving. and i so wanna go to ozine fest next week. and i want to cosplay but i have no budget. and i wanna have some summer outing! hahahaha but oh well come what may!!! =)

summer sunshine:)

here we are the students, who are so full of work loads during the whole year, welcoming with arms wide open the summer sunshine… well, technically for me i have to finish my oh so awesome internship before i could really feel the love of summer. and the thing is that i also need to pray to not fail any of my courses so that i wouldnt need to balance my whole summer just to make it out alive for the next semester. 

but oh well, for me summer is something that gives you lots of memories. its the time to discover new things, hobbies and meet new friends. its the time to create special memories with people we love. its the time to let ourselves loose from the daily stress that builds up during the whole year. its the time for us to relax have fun and make our way through the dazzling sun.

i am grateful for my last summer because it was one of those times where you have experience the tough times but after everything you make it out alive.  last summer was the time i have to face the consequences of my actions. it was the time where i finally gained almost the full trust of my parents. it was the time when finally celebrated my birthday with friends. it was the time where i drank to my limit and had fun doing it. LOL. it was the time where i got and felt a little closer wit my family.

so here i am starting to welcome the summer ahead. wishing, praying and hoping that this summer would be memorable. and feeling excited of what to come and bracing myself for it, and just go through this summer with a smile and end it with grateful heart.