well here's the story,my aunt started thsi conversation regarding neighbors and tenants leaving the place and stuf. then suddenly my mom related that some meat dealers sell dog meat in place of goat meat, and i was "whoa seriously?!". then they proceeded on talking about how the neighbors just sold off their dog  just because they can't bring them to their new homes. and with that resulting to dogs being killed and eaten by those who prefer to eat them. and i mean WHAT THE F*CK?!

house dogs, guard dogs, pets and dogs in general are raised to guard people's houses, and for me, it is just reasonable that they fed well and be taken care of properly, just as much as they guard our houses. you don't pay dogs to guard your house, they do it in exchange of food and shelter. they are supposedly called man's bestfriend. but why the hell do some people tend to like eat them. i am not being prejudiced or something, i might as well just say that i still do have some of my own morals and standing. and i think that is unfair. and if i remember well, a professor once said that it is truly unsafe to eat dog meat. though you are just gonna taste it, there are still some chances you'd get in trouble because of it.

and it's just that, i simply it is UNFAIR! dogs are not food okay. it feels barbaric to do that. and when talking about it while eating, seriously, for me i just couldn't eat my share. damn

natuwa talaga ako, dahil mahilig talaga ako magbasa ng mga comics, at isa ito sa mga kadahilanan kung bakit ako natutong gumuhit.

kaya ng nakita ko na may bagong edisyon ang binabasa ko na yon, binili ko kaagad kahit medyo kulang na ang dala kong pera, bute na lang kumasya pa. at kung hindi ko pa nabanggit ang pangalan ng binabasa ko na komiks na yon, ang pangaln nun ay "TRESE".

it's a story about a lady that's protecting her city from felons that haunts it, and these felons are not just your ordinary bad guys, cause they are those that haunts your dreams when we were kids. those that came from the horror stories and the fantasy world world that we have so much heard about before.

sadyang nakaka-interes and story ng trese, not to mention the artwork. it's been a while since i saw a nicely done story with good art that comes with it. kase marame na akong nabasa na mga comics, manga, at kung anu-ano pa, at masasabe ko na sadyang marame ang may nagawang storya pero kaunti lang talaga ang sadyang may kasama ding magandang artworks. :)

kaya yun, sa sunod kong punta sa bookstore, maghahanap na talaga ako ng magandang mababasa na comics, matalagal na talaga din nung huli akong bumili ng comics e, medyo lahat nasa net lang, at hinde naman nabibili dito sa Pilipinas. kaya yun, natuwa ako ng may nakita akong mga pilipino na nagsusulat at gumuguhit pa ng comics. :)

CRAP! this is non-sense venting i say.

I like birthdays, but the thing is i don't really like mine. and i don't even have a special reason. I like the day because it is my bithday but having to deal with all the preparations, it makes me sick. I don't like planning, cause it is one of my biggest flaws. And honestly I don't like being treated special just because it is my birthday, and after that, evrything will go back to how it was. It makes me feel  a little bit off.

well, i hope everything will go well on my party next  week, cause i have been having doubts that all that i have invited will come. i just wishh they would. but in the same time, i am not really expecting. it's just that i just want to spend that day with all the people that are important to me. :)

oh how i wish i could start to have my allowance by may so that i could buy this book. and for the record i just don’t go for the story, i also go with the drawing on this one, and that i honestly think that this is a better version than that of the movie.

     1. saying they will accompany you, then at the last minute ends up telling that they have something else that is "REALLY" important to do.

     2. when you are sitting together with a friend, talking about something really important, then suddenly a person he knows came over and youre completely forgotten.

     3. people trying to butt in with your life as if they really know what's going on, and making rash judgement.

     4.  trying to make you weight who is more important, them or your other friends.

     5. being told that you are selfish because for once you wanted something that would do a little more favor to you, when at the first place almost everytime that you went out it is at their favor.

     6. being assumed as someone taht you are not, just because of some of your beliefs.

     7. trying to favor others acquintances just because they are the "populars" rather than your own freaking friends. 

 :well i'm just trying to clear some thoughts in my head. cause seriously, some people just don't get the picture. 

i know i am such a sarcastic person, but seriously some petty things just get me more than those big drastic ones.

so i looked over at the forums and to my utter and complete disappointment, i read thread that say mature contents are not available at mangafox.

And right now i am so pissed by that. i mean come on?! oh well, i think i would go back to downloading mangas once more. crap

but hell i wish it's just a glitch or something

after a few days and weeks of being such a moping  and irritative person. finally i used up all of my energy for it. and here's what, i seriously say that DRAWING and PAINTING does help to lift you up from it.

yeah, it hurts that this time i really have to let go, but see telling him about my feelings was no regret for me. because it made us rather closer and somehow we became better friends. and right now I AM THANKFUL for that (at least we didn't get awkward or anything with each other).

so yeah, i am (not) saying i'm over him, i am just saying i am so over the depressing feeling of utter rejection and stupid crying. :P